Hey guys!!! I wanted to update you all and share something with you.
First, thank you for your prayers!!! I am so beyond grateful….. I seriously can’t express it! You all gave me strength when I needed it the most! I am feeling much better than the other day! My head is bruised but attached lol! And NO headache!!
The last few days have been trying to say the least BUT God!! It’s a scary heart-wrenching feeling to see the look in your parents face when they see you aren’t ok and it’s even worse when you can’t fake it! You guys know how I am by now. I fake it until I just can’t. The last few days have been those “can’t fake it” days. Somehow, I managed to still work, baby sit and teach my fitness classes. Oh and I cut my hair off yesterday….gone!!! In less that 15 min I went from a head full to this I love it!!!!
I can definitely tell that this illness or meds have changed my hair texture. It’s crazy because chemo didn’t 🤷🏾♀️. But I am what I am. I’m learning to live with it and to grow with this illness. It is a part of me BUT by no means does it define me!!
It’s currently 11:20pm and I have been in bed since I got home around 6. 😂😂 I’m so tired! I wish Cade (my puppy) could since when I am tired. He is clearly NOT!!! He’s playing with his ball that has a bell in it like it’s 11am! He’s woken me up like 3 times but I guess that’s a good thing because I am up for God and my friends to reach me!! God has already given me a song! I pray that it’s just a reminder and not a cling to song! He’s Able by Dietrich Haddon. The part He gave me says:
“God is able to do just what He said He will do. He’s going to fulfill every promise to you”
As I’m writing this another part came to me
“don’t give up on God because He won’t give up on you”
I’ve been praying that God will restore my body back to its original state of how He created it to be. So the song is so fitting at this time in my life. He will fulfill His promise of healing and restoration. I will not lack or be missing anything and as a matter of fact I will be better than I was before. He is able to do exactly what He said He Will do and I believe that!! It’s hard but I absolutely can’t give up now!
I was looking down my time line on Facebook and I see how many people who are in need of healing or some type of relief! And I see and feel God everyday making something out of nothing! EVVVERY-DAY for me and I know that a healing is coming for me and for them!!! I am in awe of the God I serve. What a mighty mighty God! 🙌🏾 Yes it gets hard sometimes and I’m not saying everyday is easy to find the good BUT if you look hard enough for anything you will find it! Example: me feet hurt right now! They feel like the skin on the bottom is blistered and my left leg bone aches deep inside. BUT you know what? I have 2 feet attached to my body! I have feeling in my feet. I can move them any direction I choose. I have legs still attached to my body! I have full function of those too. My brain can actively send a signal and tell my leg to wiggle. As I lay here in my bed, in my house, with my bills paid, tired from my job!!! There are so many blessings in the few sentences I just wrote! Lord I thank you!
I pray that you guys are healthy and strong both mentally and physically! That any wealth (not always monetary), goodness and favor that comes my way will also come to you because you have connected yourself to me. I pray God finds favor on you and those you come in contact with! That every battle you face will be minimized and every praise you utter will be magnified!!
Before I log off there is a song that says “joy comes in the morning. Morning doesn’t necessarily mean in the a.m. Morning is when you’ve been sleeping and you wake up. It’s time for some morning for all of us!! Wake-up….it’s morning!!!