Hey guys!!! This week has been extremely rough. My mind and my body are not coping well. This post isn’t going to be long. Just a quick update and prayer request for my upcoming week!
Current feeling emotionally: drained, tired, wanting to quit but trying to keep pushing. Due to emotional stress I had a panic attack Friday at work. I’m just Finding understanding well trying to🤷🏾♀️
Current feeling physically: exhausted, inflamed from head to toe, skin burning, blurred vision, swollen: hands, abdomen and feet, pain in knees and shins. Cold symptoms and lady friend is here…. what a great time for a visit🤦🏾♀️🤦🏾♀️ Due to the panic attack my body is already weak. As you all know I have been off all prescribed meds since 7/19 but due to the pain I took 100mg of Tramadol yesterday. I had a reaction to it so went to the Er last night. They were no help and treated me horribly. I made it home around 1 and was able to finally get some sleep. Today has been rough but I will NOT take anything heavier than naproxen 😢 I’m so tired.
1- I need to finish school work from the last 2 months by Friday. So I need my eyes, fingers and mind to work at the same time!
2- I need to work at least 3 days this week. I need to have a calm mind and be able to concentrate to make it through the day
3- It’s a 3 fitness class week! I need my body to make it through!! M,T and Th!
4- My family is going on a trip fri- sun! I need to be ok to make it and have fun.
I know these things seem trivial but I am very overwhelmed and I feel it mentally and physically. I hope you all have a great week!!!